I wanted to pen my heart away with the words that can take me on a voyage to the distant places of your soul. I wanted to pour my heart out like a fountain that’s always full never empty. None of those empty vessels that’s I’ve seen in my life. The kind of love that I first felt with the first time I’ve come across it. I remember I’ve never shared tears with someone that longed and loved me I didn’t know how to be compassionate, you showed me how to embrace my sexuality through words I’ve made love to you. I’ve explored your lips with my fingers.
I finally found you. I thought we were those two souls that have been born into this life to find a path that will always keep them close in heart. At nightfall I still think I hear your voice. That I can hear your laughter as you giggle over the phone. It was that sound that made me love you so much. Once two strangers that’s found each other. Eventually those two souls drifted to far away place.
I wanted to be the face that you see when you open you’re eyes. I wanted to be the one that would touch you and feel you. Skin on skin. That’s how much I wanted to be with you. The truth was that I’ve loved you for most of my life, the lies was that I thought you deserved better. The love that I still carry within me. I wanted you to need me even when I’ve pushed you away.
I felt you every night as I closed my eyes. I have penned you ballads of love and intimacy. You’re eyes invisible melting like a torch on my words, like a passion with a sultry sound. Like an aching need you’ve captured and turned my lonely heart to a flower that blossomed in the Garden of Eden.
Enticing my senses with an overflowing desire as you creep into my heart. I’ve never desired you thus much as the years carried on. Two souls connected by a power of flame that can bring both the good and the courageous from the pit of my core. Your beauty moved me; you are staggering with those bright eyes that I can stare in
Tones of words caressing the sounds shamelessly. I am under a spellbound when you speak with words of such beauty towards me. A poet at hand I laid them down on paper. Crying through the nights while listening to her music as I wish it never ended. After each note the ballad became shallow with no expectations. The final note pulled me out my reverie as I was situated in the place I’ve last seen her, watching as she slowly pulled out the drive way.
The echoes of the wheels screeching on the tar road. Instantaneously the audience was left with a silence I can still hear those footsteps down the passage way. If I sit quiet without making a sound I can hear her laughter, her giggling.
I wanted to pen my heart away with the words that can take me on a voyage to the distant places of your soul. I wanted to pour my heart out like a fountain that’s always full never empty.
Here is the words after you departed,” The Truth, The Lies, And The Love.”