Reality Check 17 – Games Of Time

This epic battle of life seems endless. The smallest twist to this battle seems to drain me of all my energy and hope. The smallest mistake on my part seems to nibble at my soul. Relations that have meant so much to me, friends that have got me through this battle so far, they seem to be going far away. The sands of the hourglass seem to drop quicker now than ever before and when the light chooses to shine on me, the darkness seems to engulf me more than ever too. It is all my mistakes, and when I do it right, fate seems to put a little despair in that joy too. I am lost now. I am at my element, but still unsure of the paths ahead of me. I want all friends still with me, but as I struggle to keep pace with them, they seem to be drifting away. I don’t know if this is the life I want. Dare I end it? No. The time is yet far away for that. Tempting me is fate, but I am not that cowardly as yet.

Three Word Wednesday

Poetry & writing are to me, a breath of fresh air in a life that is sometimes covered by the smoke of sorrow or self doubt. They also become the sweets I share to celebrate when life offers me a reason to. But most of all, they are to me, my life. For each word I write is a piece of my heart, a thought that just had to find its way into the world.

34 thoughts on “Reality Check 17 – Games Of Time”

  1. Vinay, in your creative puruits, never seek friendship! be always strong on your own to make statements on life, rest, blogging is heluva world….i don't find any friend worth worrying about here….ofcourse we can make it a happy place to be….but then thats not in our hands…though nothing need to stop us from trying our bit :)wishes, devika

  2. nice one leo.. " i want all friends still with me" ur friends will always be with u…(me included),.. dont be sad looking at the bad things in life..

  3. Oh Leo, of course, real true friends stay with you come hell or high waters…( I am one!…:))NOw, i like this post as it is so well-meaning and anyone who treasures friendship could relate to it!That's the price when one is busy looking his place under the sun…that it's hard to catch up with friends who used to be with you…Cheer up! Once you've adapted, everything will be fine!I will always be a friend to you, don't forget that!

  4. Oh Vinay…i was talking about myself — to tell you my experience — when I began blogging == may be a month of two — there were people clogging at my blogs, with comments, support — i "took" them for friends….and then i knew what it was…and had to close my blogs permanently!well thats my experience…need not be be yours…all your friends will and should be with you :)cheer up!wishes, devika

  5. Hmmm…… Once upon a time, I wrote something …… Then when I looked back at it, I thought, "I should not have written this." …… So, I sat back and wrote something new, and I did not like it and threw it away to the dustbin …… Then my friend told me about you – and I came and read! I saw I could write nothing but all what you have already written …… I know what she meant, but she did not know what she was telling…… Now, after so many days, when I came back to your blog and read this first piece, I know the truth! …… You write what I wished to say – to you, to myself and to many others; but alas! Life never gave me the time and people drifted away! …… I wish now, would all I have be ever compared to what I always had!! …Good one Vinu… Happy New Year 🙂

  6. Hi Leo;What's up with you? I missed your posts? What's wrong?Today's prompt at OSI? You must be indurated to enjoy life, please don't be disgusted with your real friends, virtual or real it does not matter, seri?C'mon, you write…stop farmvilling…i thought fv gives u calming effect. Where is that effect now…?..:(

  7. Trials and tribulations of life are only to toughen the steel in you, Leo. I am sure you are resilient enough to emerge like a Phoenix ultimately.

  8. @Saras,toughen me? i hope so sir! lets pray for the best! :)@Sucharita di,i know. already following ur blog. preeti di suggested. am a bit busy with work, will come by soon ok? 🙂

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