I am: sweet, friendly, adamant, and brave
I think: too far ahead. Gets me in trouble sometimes
I know: I need to shut up sometimes. But try as I do, I sometimes can’t.
I want: my friends always by my side. They are my life.
I have: myself, and a sweet sis, who means the world to me. (Parents too)
I wish: can’t tell it now. What if it doesn’t come true
I hate: when my hard work, fails to get results…
I miss: my sweetheart, who was taken away from me, right in front of me
I fear: losing who are dear to me
I feel: luck is on my side (of late, it has been bad luck, hopefully it will change)
I hear: silence.
I smell: chocolate cake (mom’s cooking always attracts my nose!!)
I crave: for marks (they decide my future and I badly need seven of them soon)
I search: within me, to understand me, its been impossible till now
I wonder: why my life, is like a cake, with chocolate icing, and pepper on the inside
I regret: not being able to be who I wanted to be. (Time is still there, I can still do it!)
I love: my sis the most (dad n mom, forgive me, but you don’t occupy top spot in my heart)
I ache: when I get a migraine (nowadays, classes do that to me all the time. )
I am not: perfect.
I believe: in me. (My friends’ n sis do too…)
I dance: well enough (acc to my sweetheart, last time I ever danced was with her)
I sing: I don’t. (You’d feel a donkey can bray better than I can ever sing, if u heard me sing)
I cry: rarely. (If I cry, my loved ones cry. I hate to see people cry bcoz of me)
I fight: mostly with Anu (considering we are siblings, that’s obvious!! But reconciliation in 7 mins or less!! )
I write: what my heart says.
I win: friends’ hearts!! (More cherished than any old trophy or medallion!!)
I lose: money. (I forget there is a hole in my pocket and put coins there itself!!)
I never: judge people by their face. (Their heart sometimes speaks a different language!!)
I always: believe in the best. (Always will!!)
I confuse: seminars. (I once gave a Civil seminar, in a Computer class!!)
I listen: fully before speaking my view.
I can usually be found: online. (24/7 would be nearly right!!)
I am scared: of flying cockroaches. (Very difficult to hit with a slipper, they don’t stay in one place!!)
I need: someone to talk to. (I feel better sharing my thoughts when I am down, so I look for someone who I can turn to, to hear me out and console me. I found Chechu a few weeks back, and I have many others too!!)
I am happy about: my life. (It has joy, it has sorrows, just the perfect blend!!)
I imagine: a lot of things. (Being a poet, imagination is something God has given me in plentiful!!)
*Self Reflection Isn’t Easy by Squiter